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            NEW POEMS ADDED (OR ADDED TO) OFTEN, (maybe not often enough lately!)

Although all by me, DAVID GOULDING, there are different moods and, I hope you'll agree,  a variety of content.  I do not know my individual "style": that is for others to see or judge. It's up to them and fine by me! The one thing (or two things) I do try to avoid is being elitist (writing for the 'special few' who read and praise each other's work) or populist (the opposite...or I don't want to define this in case I offend!)

What I do believe is that writing "light verse" necessarily bars you from producing more serious stuff, and vice versa

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Here are ELEVEN samples.


SLEEP

      They say  Macbeth has murdered sleep 
               may be, but I wish I could
      I can’t get close enough 

      I don’t slip into sleep 
               sleep slips, slips, slips away
     disappearing beyond an ever edgy horizon
     a watery cloud not seen
              but sly rumour has it there
     and I must believe all rumours
              or I’d be eye-poppingly awake
                         forever 
     or stand eyeless as a hollow statue
              unseeing and unseen 
              unmoving and unmoved 
     all still, no breeze or breath
                        again

STORIES

        
My own memory is without me in it

                     I do not feature

          Just a lot of regurgitated stories

                   That may have a crumb of truth

         
When passed on they survive

                    But ever fainter, in another’s failing memory

          But collect them: not for hoarding but dispersal

                   If they’re not told now

                   They never will be

SUNSET

Sunset on a guilty day
                    with no dreams collected. 
The fall of night is only the pre-dawn curtain 
                  where resolutions offer sumptuous fairy tales.


Instead:
                the morning twitter of sanity:
                      a black ripple of a shadow on grey water. 
The only certainty is drowning in a trivial lake
               and coming up for breath again to see the setting sun.


NIGHT WALK 
 
I walked one night in town,

Passed 50 men if they were a day.

Glared past one who hated his wife.

Danced past another in love for the ninth time.

Stared red-eyed at the tv watcher.

Grinned at another without any money.
They all get hungry and eat.

Winked at the suit who’d come from his mistress.

Scowled at the prim one just because it was Sunday.

One was boss-eyed – perhaps I’d been drinking.

Dragged past another who lived like a habit.
They all get thirsty and drink

I jumped past the one who was getting promoted.

Had a job getting past the one with eight children.

I smiled a bit at the man with no clothes on.

And I think I made the man with the dog itch.
They all get frightened and hate


 THE HEART TICKS

The heart ticks
           whilst no clock beats.
The life moves on
          though curtains are drawn,
not caring whether the day-light sun pours bright or filtered
          onto north or south,
or is moon-bounced and sickly flickering east or west.


The cell splits
          to grow and sub-divide
The organ forms
          to be a part of you,
that is itself, in part, a part of swirling gaseous
          all or nothing.
And what’s complete then?   Never you 
        who cannot see today the microscopic stars
                    Or feel the dying atoms of your distant brain.


Then float with the ceaseless movement 
          and sink with straight-lined circles
     and with those spiralled ripples into tiny space.
Do not grieve for lost visions that have never been; 
  when, after all, you are the abstract movement 
of an instant comet:
                    gone before your own arrival. 



SCHIZO

His schizophrenia came and went
Through variable health and night and day,
Through coffee hours and menial bathroom rites,
Through warm duty times with pets and family,
And then to radioed travel and repeating work
With convivial splashes; even his sofa divided between
          blinkered reading and his blind TV.

So many lives, selves, characters to play:
His personality not split but splintered
And sent to infinity, like big-banged galaxies
Cavorting away and away from each other for ever.

He could not learn that he was only one,
Though all his parts would still die on the same day.


 

when daffodils die

when daffodils die
        next winter is seen
when crocuses cry
        grey suffocates green

when snowdrops flop
        swallows pass through
when bluebells drop
        snowstorms ensue

as each spring ends
        Christmas is there
summer only pretends
        autumn is where?

as first youth is lost
        old age can be seen:
your prime is a ghost
        middle age a has-been

HEADLINES

Vain bargain for the hour that death is due

Though: “she has time to come to terms with  

                                                           dying”

For headlines blazed in black are always true

 

Minutes for sale, each one can buy you two

We haggle with, not for, our final sighing

Vain bargain for the hour that death is due

 

In Third World  floods ten thousand dead too few

Whilst one lost westerner has nations crying

For headlines blazed in black are always true

 

So make your devil’s pact and see it through:

You may, but will not, stop the seconds flying

Vain bargain for the hour that death is due

 

Though death is old as hills and never new

It makes great copy with the ink still drying

For headlines blazed in black are always true

 

Dozens blitzed for a cause without a clue

From instant life to nothing without trying

Vain bargain for the hour that death is due

For headlines blazed in black are always true

author's note: A VILLANELLE: ..if you think it is formally wrong in any way please tell me. 

 
AGE


You laughing and bad-tempered boys
   Your each exploded second a new universe 
   with one centrifugal atom:
               Yourself

You grumpy giggling girls
   Your every pose the peevish drama star.
   All human kind the planets round the sun:
              Yourself

Precious, immune and bubbled safe.
   But separated from old age by mere revolutions of the earth,
   And from dotage just by the bumps of crazy atoms. 
               Every second

How close you are, how imminent,
Behind the opaque curtain that protects you
With the blindness that you built by simply living.
               Every second

(note: full version on "Tenth or Unfinished" page)

                                                     COLOURS

                            Red are her moods
                                            Her trust is green
                                                  Black are her arts on me
                                           She broods unseen these colours three.

                          Brittle gold, her heart is yellow
                                          Her hate, fired up, glows white
                                            She’s fashioned into evil every hue

                                                      And yet I mellow in her sight 
                                                      just because her eyes are blue.

author's notemy form ..and no apologies for the colours!

EYES DOWN

    Your feet are clever: 
       they know just what to do

   There are no precious stones strewn before you 
      the streets aren’t paved with gold

   The gaping holes that scare you 
       aren’t in the road, but in your head 
          keep your feet on the ground, OK, but not your eyes 

   Look up, my friend, the world is level with your sight 
       imperfect, yes, but flawed not floored 

   Join in, accept, embrace 
                 
 at least if you collide, you’ll see it coming.



Guilt

Horror a million times too large to contemplate or understand